Bestfriend

That’s what I am to you.
It’s not ideal but what the hell.
I told you I can’t lose you as a friend.
That is entirely true.
But with the friendship we have comes pain.
I know things that I shouldn’t know.
Things matter when they’re not supposed to.
I think we need to end this friendship.
Yeah.
I need a break from everything.
I’ll push you away.
I’ll push you away.
I’ll push you away.
I’ll repeat this to myself a million times if it gives me the strength to do just that.