Routine

It’s really hard falling into your old routine and pattern knowing that it’ll all change soon.
For the past few days i’ve been eating and sleeping at my best friend’s place.
He called me out on it
“So i get back and you come here to eat and sleep?”
“Yup. Just like old times”
“I’ll miss you. You know that right?”
Knowing he’s leaving soon is making me regret
Regret the fact that i spent so much time with him this weekend
I hate it knowing that he’s leaving soon
I hate how emotional i can be when it comes to people leaving
I hate feeling left behind
What if i didn’t go there this weekend?
What if i didn’t go and settle back to our old routine?
Would it make it hurt any less?

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