What does that make me?

I feel pathetic now.
Even more pathetic than before.
Why?
I was willing to give almost everything way too fast.
Why?
I think it was more cause of i was scared i’d lose you if things didn’t happen that way.
But….. Things don’t always happen the way you expect it.
I’ve always been the guarded one.
I’ve always been the one who stopped when things went too far.
Not kissing til a month or so….
Definitely no kinky stuff…
What made this time different?
I can’t answer that question.
What happened to me?
I wasn’t this way before.
Ugh life.
Now i’m just another one of those girls….
Regrets.
I need to find myself again.
I don’t know who i’ve become.

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