8 am

It’s 8 am.
I fell asleep for an hour.
I was tossing and turning in bed.
I tried to close my wifi and not reply to texts.
I tried my best to disconnect myself so I could fall asleep.
It didn’t work.
I was just on my bed.
Thinking.
These thoughts aren’t going to go away soon.
I have new what ifs.
New doubts.
New insecurities.
This isn’t healthy anymore.
I want to break down.
But i can’t let my brother see me cry.
Not right now.

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